I am not good

How I wish every time when we have any problem or arguement,
u can sit down and talk properly with me..
For me,this is important for us to communicate..
But for u, u will choose to avoid and let us cool down for few day after that just let it be..
U always will never tell me how u feel,I always get know from your friend,when they tell me only I realized that I have did something that hurt u..

Remember,I am not that smart,I am not that clever..
I can't even regulate my emotion well..
I am stupid,

I need u to tell me how u feel..
what u want..what u don't want..
I dun even know..

until tat time,heard from friend only I realized there a lot of thing that u dun wish to do..why don't tell me earlier..

maybe is my problem,
I am not enough smart..
I am not enough sensitive..
I am not enough care you...
Perhaps..

all is my fault..
I"m sorry...

I am not good...


Always be with you,
F.Ng